fear

I'm not sure when the last time i seen fear was. there was a little worry about coming to school up here. but i was also worried about laying rugby. the choices with coming up here were great for me I'm enjoying everything and learn a lot but i have not have any real fears in a long time. i think that interest because everybody usually have a little fear in there little. but i uses i don't know when the last time was that i had fear. when i was growing up had a fear of cemetery  but not now i'm fine with them. Even with horror movies now a day they give me some scares but that what i want to happen. i enjoy the that. but when all said and done i do have a little fear about me dying but i sure a lot of people have that to. the more you look at death is going come just need to live your life to the fullest. i sure that hard to do but doing sports and coming up here are great to me for. i know it wired to not know when your last fear is but i really dont. i wish i did but what can i do.

stout game

the stout game was great for us. it was a game we need to win to get in the finals for both of us. we beat them 40 to 14. there great moments of scoring for us. the b game was fun for me to get in i got the ball a couple of times the first time i got it i only made it a meter. but the second time i got no where. but it was funny because when the guy tackled me kind of pull my shorts down. so as i got up i was mooning the stout team the were laughing at it. i even though that it was pretty funny to. they didn't expect that to happen but i was not at the same time i just wish i could have made better tackle on there guys i have had great shots to get there guys with the ball but i always missed by a few inches.

excited

i am excited about our game tomorrow. the reason is because if win it. it means that are second in our conference which is WIIL North. this is big for us because last year from what i was told we did pretty bad. but this was a very big season for us we beat some great teams. but the only team that we lose to was UW Whitewater. the only thing is that they are number 2 in the nation for dii. the only thing i don't get is why Whitewater and UM-Duluth don't move up to dI they go to the championship every year. Duluth even beat i cant remember if it was University of Michigan or Michigan state by 20 points. i dont get that really they should have the change to move up. but with us its great to hear we r going to the playoffs. i interested on finding out where we are going to play them. because i heard that they maybe played in new york, Pennsylvania, or even in north Carolina. I dont care where it is mostly because this is just a fun sport for me because i get to see different school and people. i love hitting people and hitting them even harder when i get the ball.

death

death is the most common thing in the world. i dont think that should fear it. but that just my thoughts. even when there is death happening people blame a god. i will say this i dont know if there is a god to blame for people dying. even when a kid dies they fell the need to blame something. the more and more you look at it will come for you . Even edgar allen poe talked about death all the time. he's one of my favorite poets. because he learned how to take death a turned it in to a way to not to just fear it but also like it. when i read his work i learned about how he took the littlest things a should how death is going to come. in his short story the mask of the red death he shows how even when you try to hide out for death it will always come to get in the end. he wrote it about the plague going around europe kill people in the mass numbers. but even in Shakespeare work he talks about how even with young love they kill each other no matter if they did not need to be together. but i am from the south side of chicago which is very bad at the moment. if you watch the news you can see how ever day there are people shooting at each other. its true death does set fear in a lot of people, but some people are intrested to find out what happens after you die. who really knows what happens but i think that that time will surely tell us what will happen. in the words of blue oyster cult "dont fear the reaper".  

my military thought

i have thought about joining the military. But my grandpa put in to may families heads that we go to the Marines or the Navy. but even looking at every branch i on think that the marines would be a great pick for me not just for family reasons but for the fact that i believe they are a better choice for me. I have not decided if i want to go in to officer candidate school when i finish college or do i just want to go in as enlistment. But my choice depends kind on what i want my m.o.s. to be. thatss a big key for it. To tell the truth i have been around people in the military all my life. Most of the people have been in the Marines. the truth is that get this would not just be hard on me but hard for my family. I have talked with my dad and my brother on it. My dad was supporting me to do that but I know tat it would be hard for him as well. Talking to my brother about it he sounded like he would have been scared for me. But the thing is that in time there mite be a war breaking out again and we may need more people signing up for to fight. I have a cousin that will graduating from Navy boot camp as a full blown officer. I find it great for him do i know if i want to go in yet no but i have some time. But the more i think about i sounds like a great idea but then i start to think what i want with my life. But i think that would be great for anybody. I will say i do would wat would happen if i died in battle wo would miss me who would be happy that i was died. The big thing is that am i afraid to die? Yes I am but then again I think every one is a little afraid to die. In the words of John Lennon "I'm not afraid of death. i dont know ow i feel about it at the moment. but i would like to live to a ripe old age with yoko. but i think death is just getting out of on car and getting into another car." John Lennon. It seems like people more and more are trying to act like we dont need our military but thats the biggest lie i have every heard of. Because if we lost our military other countrys would try and push us around and end the we live because they dont like the way we are free. i will abmit that over the time our miltary has got a little ruff around the edges but i still think there little places we can in prove at the same time.  

pen pal writting

dear pen pal
 I'm doing this because it for my class. We did essays that argument essays I thought that they were interesting to because of how we took a character from a story and we were trying to put it in the point of view of then. the essay was not that had to do but the way I had to organize it made wonder if there any other way that I can try and do it. I but I will say I still don't like doing essays.  Even though I had to do it for my high school classes all the time. but I guess you just need to always do them. which I'm some what ok with that but I still don't what to do it. I'm a little nervous about doing a few thousand word essay for her. I just need that to get done fast.

thanksgiving break

I think that I'm ready for the break to happen. Its good to great to see some of the people that miss me. I hope that I can get a little training with the Southside Irish rugby club. They can help me get ready for the spring season. which I heard is all tournaments. The fun thing is I plan to do a little jamming with my friends. I'm excited to play so music my friends. I think I mite go home for a weekend but I mite do it to get the hard to on m car more then anything. I'm excited to see now it starts snowing in Chicago then I will just compare it to how it is up here.

A great game

This weekend we played UW Lacrosse. The team was ranked number four  in the nation. But Saturday game. we beat them 19-14. It was a great win because it moves us up higher in the ranking. The crazy thing is that they were getting so mad about us betting them that they were starting to throw punches and starting to fight dirty with us. The funny part we did not let that us affect us. We just play our game. The other thing that hard for us in the game was that the sir was not calling anything that was happening. Because they were doing high takes, going over the line, and doing other things.

uw milwakee game

This game was a great it was our first home game win. even though it was our second win of this season it still felt great. the b game was fun to because I  got in and we play 7 man game. that when you 7 vs. 7. there is other like 10vs10 which I thought was a lot of fun. we will play 7 and 10 during the spring season. right now we are play 15 man games. but back to the game I go the ball only once but when I did I took 4 of there guys to take me down. the worst part was that I got stepped on my hand, foot, and on my chest. I just did not care when it happened but I'm fine with it. I'm excited about the game this weekend because we are playing UW Lacrosse because I have my family coming up to visit me but the other this is if we bet Lacrosse we probably will get ranked this year because they are number four I believe. but it will be great to be them.  

marquette rugby game

I know this is a little late but I don't mind. we went to Milwaukee Wisconsin on the 26 of September. it was a great game. we got our first win. it was our first win of the season. but there was two things that I enjoyed. the first thing was that I got to go home for a da and see a cfew of my friends. the second is in the b game. I got the ball three times and every time I got the ball it would take seven of there guys to take me down which was crazy. the crazy part was last minutes of the game we did a line out. but the ball went to me I turn to get the ball right when it hit my hands I go hit straight in the ribs it took a couple minutes for me to get up. The medics we're shocked that I got up from that hit and so was a lot of the Marquette team and our team we're shocked by me getting me up.